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Before I go to bed I just a want to make a quick post.
For the past 3 days, I've been working like there's no tomorrow. I'm sooo tired. Holy... =(
But the good thing is I always make sure that I'm also doing my work at school. I'm so happy because so far my marks are all in good condition. Lol.! =)
Awkward... well actually it's not really... no... it is... oh man, I don't know! But atleast we're talking to each other and I noticed something today, I mean we've been together for like 3 months in the Orientation Centre and we also spent time together during the summer but I only noticed it today: He has brown eyes. That's all. =P
* I never saw true beauty til last Friday night! *blush*
Is this what they call "love at first sight"?! Hmmm... I kinda like the feeling... Can I just stare at your face forever? Oh my God... here we go again... smiling with no reason! =D boy, it's time you know
what everybody knows
to say the words i feel
to tell you what is real
and let my feeling shows
the whole world knows it's true
i'm so in love with you...
baby look at me
and in my eyes you'll see
what everybody knows
- marc dorsey
just when i'm feeling like we're getting closer
lady you turn around and drift apart
and now you've got me in a state of confusion
i just don't understand what we are
tell me girl exactly what it is that you doin'
i know you're feeling my company
but is that all i am to you
kicking back with someone new
is that all you want?
say that you don't care and i'll walk away
say that you don't give a damn and i won't stay
but if you feel the same way that i feel
girl you gotta show it
'cause girl i wanna know it
don't tell me you don't know the situation
girl i know you know what's goin' on
how we be chillin' all day
and making love all night
and still i sense that something is wrong
maybe there's a part of you that's scared and cautious
maybe you just don't feel the same
well whatever it could be
baby just be straight with me
what exactly is it you want?
what is it you feelin'? what is it you're needin'?
i know you know what's goin' on
so if you feel the same way that i feel
lady c'mon break it down
tell what is it you want
just tell me, tell me what you want
baby just tell me, tell me what you want
just tell me, tell me what you want...
Nothing good happened today... and I mean N-O-T-H-I-N-G.
Hair
I thought I'm gonna be late for school 'cause 7:40 na, my hair is still wet. I have to dry it using the electric fan 'cause the hair dryer is broken nga. Can you imagine how cold I am while drying my hair in front of the fan?! So I just wrapped my blanket around me too keep my body warm, ahaha, silly girl! =)
Bus
One more stop, school na-- yes! I'm not late! But yun stop before that, a lot of people wants to get in the bus. The bus was kinda full na because of the students, eh they didn't want to move at the back so yun mga tao sa stop couldn't get in. What the bus driver did is he turned off the engine and he will not start it unless the people move back. After 2 to 5 minutes, everybody was able to get in the bus.
Ouch!
Holy... this is the first time na nanyare sakin 'to since the winter started! Guess what?! Nadulas ako when I was walking papasok sa school. I don't know if a lot of people saw it but whatever! Ansakit kaya as in! Holy shit talaga! I swear! =(
Math Quiz
It was a piece of cake. Kala ko pa nman kung gaano na kahirap. But except for that one question. I saw that in the book but I can't remember the solution. Tang*na talaga! That question was worth 2 points! Eh medyo connected pa 'ata yun question na yun sa next. But I got the right answer nman dun sa next question, ndi ko lang alam kung i-co-consider. Well, I hope so.It's 2 not 1.
Our teacher told us the other day na 1 yun uwian sa Friday. But after Oh Canada, the VP announced our schedule and 2 daw yun dismissal.
Dinah
During lunch, I called Mae to tell her that my dismissal time is not 1 o'clock anymore. So okay na... then nung nasa Kennedy Sation na ko, nakita ko si Mae. Kala ko ba Warden Station?! Kung ndi ko sha nakita dun, malamang nagaantay ako sa wala sa Warden. They told me na ndi na daw matutuloy na downtown kse my youth si Dinah! Leche! =( Ikaw yun nagplan then ikaw din pala yun ndi pede magstay ng matagal! What the hell?! Pro okay lang... bsta nagspend tyo ng time together, okay na rin. I don't hate you anymore, lover. But I don't love you either. Bwahaha! ;D
Dare
After sa STC, we went to Ella's house. Nagchill lang kse si Kaze ngaun nalang ulet nakasama. So kahit na masakit na yun paa ko 'cause of the accident that morning, sumama pa din ako. Nagplay kme ng cards- 1, 2, 3 pass. Pag natalo, may gagawin kang dare. Eh natalo ko, lagot! Gusto nila sayaw daw ako ng My Humps. Ulol, ndi na noh! Una sa lahat, ayaw ko ng sayaw, eeew! And pangalawa... no humps, no humps, no humps no humps no humps! Bwahahaha! =) They made me drink one shot of vinegar instead! Nakakaisang lunok pa lang ako, nasuka na ko sa trash can ni Ella, sorry! Eeew... it was so nasty! as in! =/
I'm late. In the hallway. Morning prayer.
A guy put his arm around my shoulders... who could that be?!
M: hey! oh my God!
A: hey, how you doin'?
M: good. how you doin'?
A: good!
A: you're so red.
M: it's cold outside (hmm... is it really?!), you're late.
A: you're late!
M: what's your first class?
A: family studies. (not zoology)
M: eew! (and it's not really eew!)
A: you have biology.
M: yeah, eew!
M: how come you're late? you live like, right there!
A: 'cause i came from other place.
M: oh that's why.
M: okay see yah!
A: see yah girl!
I went to Warden Station after school to meet up with Mae and Dinah. Nagplan kase na magchill with Camille and friends. But then, there was a sudden change of plans because Camille and friends went to Yorkdale instead. Medyo magulo kaya I'm not gonna explain it anymore.
So we went to Mcdonalds nalang 'cause Dinah is working. Senti mode pa 'tong si Dinah because of "thing" ("thing" 's name is not allowed in this blog). Mae is gonna wait for Dinah until matapos yun shift nya, since kailangan ko na umuwi, sumama sha dito sa bahay-- sabi ko naman syo Maepot eh, gubat ang bahay namin! Pinagusapan nmen yun about sa school ko, oo na, ako na yun tatanga-tanga! Eh ano ba nman kse malay ko dun sa mga codes na yun! Andami pang arte! =) We did our homeworks together-- nerds! Ehehe! I'm so proud of you Maepot 'cause ndi ka pa nagsskip since the school started and also my lover Dinah. Keep it up okay?! Susumbong kta kay Ms.Weir (spelling?) kpag nagskip ka ng khit na anong period Mae, bwahahaha (evil laugh)!.
Oh, one more thing... thanks dun sa card Maepot, that is sooo freakin' true! ;D
Happy Valentine's Day to all! Spread the loooooooooove! =P
i should be the one...
i can think of nothing better
than to know the one you love
for as long as we've been together
we should open up my heart yeah
if i gave you my heart
would you be the one that i love
if i told you my feelings
eould you be the one that i trust
would you make sure everything's fine
would you hold me close tonight
would you be the one that i love
will you hold me tonight
i feel like breaking down the walls
welcome you into my world
i'm not afraid of what you find in me
j just want us to be closer, yeah
confide in me, tell me all your fears
i wanna be, the one that you depend on
to share a dream, forget about the
hard times that we'll face
let's go all the way
since you left me, my life ain’t been the same
i’m useless without your love
i’m calling, crying out your name
when I look around
your love is nowhere to be found
please come back to me
you know you’re my everything
who will love me?
who will care?
who will be there when i need someone for me?
who will be there to dry my eyes when i go down on my knees?
i need you to say
wherever you go
whatever you do
you know i’m waiting
you know i’ll never leave
whatever it takes
whatever’s at stake
just know i love you
and that i’ll be right here
and no matter what it takes
i’ll be waiting here for you always
goodbye is such a hard thing to say
when you walk out on all
when you’re my everything
and who will stay and care for me
when you’re gone i’ll be all alone
who will go and comfort me
and fulfill my needs
who will love me?
who will care?
who will be there when I need someone for me?
who will be there to dry my eyes when I go down on my knees?
i need you to say
all my life i’ve waited for someone like you
so please don’t say it’s over
don’t tell me--this just can’t be true
please don’t leave me
don’t walk away
you know your love is something i can’t do without
so whatever it takes or how my heart aches
you know i’ll always be around
I'm so happy! I chilled with Mae and Dinah today at their Mcdonalds! I miss them so much! :( Eventhough I'm already with them, I still miss them! Ahaha, weird! =) I'm so happy to see you guys! Mr. Dean and Kuya Paul, Jasmine, Camille, Clause and Ryan was also there. We talked about a lot of things like love, relationships, when is the right time to say I love you, lol! and those random questions about everyone's love life! It was so funny and was really fun!
I met new friends at school today. There are a lot of new Filipino students like me, but their case is not like mine. I mean, they didn't transfer from another school, they just came here in Canada. So yeah... it was really nice to meet them.
I have three assignments to do tonight so I better start doing them now if I want to sleep early! See yah! ;D
First day of school was okay. It's not that bad with all those "itim" people around, they're not that scary. =) The people there are nice like some of them are really friendly and they can all notice right away that I'm new. And before I forgot, that school is freakin' huge! I swear! I saw everybody today. This morining, I saw Arvin at the station so we went to school together and he took me to my first class- Biology (eeew!). Thank God, 'cause without him, I'm gonna get lost and be late for my first period. Then I saw Nathan, Riza, Kim and Deny and Laura- Spanish girl from the OC.
** When I was on my way to 4th period class I saw... her. Though I haven't seen her in my whole life, only in pictures, I can tell that she's the girl and oh my God! she's pretty! So when the class ends, I saw her again... with him. After 7 months, I finally saw him again. But he didn't noticed me because he was with his friend and that's okay.
After school, I went to work. The restaurant was so dead! Like there's no people, actually there is but they are only like 4 to 7 people eating and there is also no cars in the drive thru. So it was really boring.
Something unexpected happened today. But I don't feel like sharing it with you guys, sorry! I don't know what to do or should I do something about it? Think Marie, think... hay... whatever. :(
i dont know what you do to me
i see eternity staring back at me
i made a vow to you that im gona keep
like watching over you everytime you sleep
when i think about what i do for you
it makes me think about all the things you do
you never once complained about the bad things
you swallowed all your pride there inside and all of your pain
i only wanna be with you
from now i need you to need me too
no one will come between me and you
(never) we'll live our lives forever
we'll even cry together
forever and ever and ever
tell me all the things that will make u smile
i see that diamond rings are really not your style
i know your breaking rules when it comes to loving you
i know its hard to chose the one you give your loving to
people ask you why in what you see in me
a smile is your reply and say its meant to be
thats what i love about you
you give me all of you
the only one in this whole world i'd give my love to