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Today is the 5th month... ='(
It's so fast... I can't beleive it...
been in love so bad
you'd do anything
to make them understand
have you ever had someone
steal your heart away
you'd give anything, oh
to make them feel the same
have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
but you don't know what to say
and you don't know where to start
have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry
have you ever needed somethin' so bad you can't sleep at night
have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right
have you ever... have you ever
have you ever found the one
you dreamed of all your life
you'd do just about anything
to look into their eyes
have you finally found the one
you've given your heart to
only to find that one
won't give their heart to you
have you ever closed your eyes and dreamed that they were there
and all you can do is wait
for the day when they will care
what do i gotta do to get you in my arms, baby
what do i gotta say to get to your heart
to make you understand
how i need you next to me
gotta get you in my world
'cause baby, i can't sleep
- Well, except for Harry, he seems to be the only one who didn't grow taller but that's okay because he seemed to make up for it with his now-buffed body, lol! ;) I really love the part when he's trying to solve the second task in the bathroom with Moaning Myrtyle! That's is so funny!
- Ron, muka parin stupid na nakakatawa.
- Hermoine look so pretty in the movie, tsss... hot chick!
- Weasley Twins, Jem was right! They did get cute! (in a weird way? or is it just me?!)
These are the new characters naman:
- Cedric Diggory, ooh-la-la! what a cute guy!
- Victor Krum, another one! But mas maangas yun look!
- Cho Chang, ayaw! I was so disappointed. Enough said. =)
- Voldemort, at last he has a part in the movie na. I mean, in a human form! But there was something wrong with the face... that didn't even have a nose! I thought Ralph Fiennes (he's the guy from Maid in Manhattan) would make a really hot dark lord, lol! Oh well, he did great in the movie nman eh... so evil!
- Rita Skeeter, as annoying as in the book.
You must see that movie. You'll love it, I swear! And I can't wait for the 5th movie to come. They are going to stary filming on February next year. But sa 2007 pa yun showing. Hay... sobrang tagal pa! =(
I really had fun today. Nung dumating kami ni John sa Bathurst, Sab,Jem and Miggy were there na. Then after ilang minutes, si Vinnie! Then si Nathan. May kulang pa... si Arvie. Yun iba ndi nakasama. May kanya-kanyang reasons but whatever! Next time nalang guys, sama na kayo! While waiting fo Arvie, naglaro kme ng cards! Astig, nakakamiss! 11 na, wala pa rin si Arvie. 10 to 1030 yun pinagusapan na time. So bumaba na kme sa may train. But sabi nmen, sandali pa. Ndi muna kme sasakay. Buti nalang, kase dumating na si Arvie. Yan, complete na!
Ndi namen naabutan yun 12pm na start ng movie so yun 1230 nalang. After ng movie, kumain kme sa food court. It took us forever before kme nakahanap ng table.
Then nagikot sa mall. Saya tlaga! Lalo na nun nag pictue kme dun sa... what do you call that thing? Booth nalang! Nung una, we tried to see if we can fit all together inside that "booth" (lol!). But no, impossible! It's too small! Nauntog pa ko sa ceiling nung tumuntong ako dun sa chair. So nidivide namen yun group, all girls and all boys. Ankulet, as in! Ako, si Sab and si Jem (sayang umuwi na si Arvie)! Laughtrip talaga! Okay nman yun pictures, maayos.
Then turn na ng mga boys. Four sila- John,Vinnie,Nathan and Miggy. Magulo din sila sa loob like us. But there was something wrong with their pictures. Ang alam kong 4 sila sa loob but isang tao lang yun nasa picture- si Vinnie! Hahaha! Comedy talaga. So parang naging background lang yun mga damit nung iba then solo picture ni Vinnie (lmao)! ;D
Sa December 10 ulet kung pede. Birthday ni Arvie. Sana matuloy!
When we got home, nakita ko sa bed ko yun dvd ng Windstruck. It's a Korean movie. And sooobrang ganda nya so I watched it again. I can't remember how many times I've seen this movie but still, it made me cry parin! Kahit na I was watching it with my parents, I don't care! Iyak lang. It was sooo sad kasi. Finish na yun movie, naiiyak parin ako. Then nagwashroom ako... I'm still cryning parin... but ndi na yun movie yun reason... ='(
I wonder what happened to me?! Okay nman ako kanina before I fell asleep. But when I woke up, I'm not in a good mood already. I can't remember naman having a dream about something. Hay... I think the same reason parin. Nakakasawa na. Paulit-ulit nalang. Araw-araw ganon palagi. Minsan mawawala, tapos babalik din. Ankulet!!! Pede bang mawala nalang forever? Wag ng bumalik para maging okay na yun lahat. Wala ng ibang laman yun mga post ko kung ndi yun. I'm just wasting my time with this bullshit. I think this time masasabi ko nang "I give up"? Eh baket may question mark? Kase ayaw ko pa talaga. Haha, nakakatawa. Ulit nanaman! Sakit sa ulo... aaah! ='(
Tomorrow na yun Harry Potter. Dapat happy ako bukas... dapat.
I have no idea if when's gonna be my last post about "a". But when that day come(s), I promise not to write a single word about that topic ever again. Period.
I got the job! woot! woot! ;D I'm sooo damn happy, I swear! I'm going to have an orientation on Monday then after that, tuluy-tuloy na! And "a" is the first one who cangratulated me! Isn't this the luckiest day ever? I think so! =)
"a" - quizas sea momento de dar un paso al costado y decir que esto no va mas antes de que ... :( o_O
congrats!
Napakinggan pala nmen yun Love Notes ngaun. Isa pang astig!
There was a sudden change with Maepot kanina. When we're at school, everything is fine naman. When I got home, I ate the lunch that she brought for me, sarap! Then nag ring yun phone... si Maepot. She just wish me luck on my interview then out of no where she was saying stuff that I can't even understand. Eh I hate sudden changes! I think that is one of my fears. Yun bigla nalang magbabago ng bigla? Okay, tinagalog ko lang yun ah? Basta, whatever.
I can't wait for Saturday! I'm going to watch the Harry Potter movie kase with the Orientation Centre people (ysabel,jem,arvie,kaycee,tin,deny,riza,miggy,nathan,vinnie,kim, arvin)! That's the only time that we're going to see each other again. Nakakamiss ng sobra. =) Excited na tlaga ko, nyahaha! ;D
Night na. I'm going to fold laundry pa, ahaha! =P
Yesterday, at around 8 o'clock in the evening, I received a call from them telling me that I'm going to have an interview tomorrow! I'm like... oh my God!!! =) This is gonna be my first ever interview in my whole life!
So yun, I had my interview today! I'm really not satisfied dun sa nangyari. I'm like really, really nervous. They told me that they will call me within 24 hours. Ndi ako nag e-expect kase baka mamya ndi nman tumawag diba?! By the way, Maepot is with me. Dinah can't come 'cause she has work.
But 20 minutes ago... McDonald's called me! I'm sooo happy! But... I'm not yet in, nyahaha! I'm going to have my second interview on Thursday with the Store Manager! Well I guess, good luck nalang saken! =)
Eto pa isa, nkakapagconnect na ko sa wave and I can actually listent to it whenever I want! Woohoo! ;D
Loving in eyes:
Loving through your eyes is temporary. Eyes are deceiving, just like everything else, your eyes will only be attracted to something for a short term period of time. No matter how strong you feel about something or somebody, remember that feelings will go away over time. But if you love with your heart, the attraction is EVERLASTING. The more you love with your heart, the less you will care about the physical aspects of love. When the love is strong enough, you no longer look at the person with your eyes, but with your soul... and after that, you know the other person as yourself, you share the same thoughts because you love each other so much that the two becomes one.
Don't pour out your love and heart for someone you think you love. Because Love takes A LOT OF TIME. If you fall for someone too soon, you are going to be disappointed after a while because she or he may not be what he or she seemed when you first met him or her. Just take your time and really get to know him or her because only precious time can provide true love than anything else. Trust him or her with all your heart. Don`t try to buy love with a lot of gifts, "hundred dollar gifts can`t buy happiness." Show him or her how much he or she means to you by telling her how you feel. Loving someone can be the sweetest gift God has given us, but unfortunately, it can also be the worst thing God has given us. Breaking someone's heart maybe the worst thing in the world. Seeing them crying over you, pains you deeper than anything in this world. I would rather take the pain he's or she's suffering anytime because I'd hate to see him or her crying over me. I couldn't bare to see him or her in pain and sadness.
Promises:
Don't make promises you can't keep. Don't follow your emotions, they are temporary and they lead to a world of pain that is preventable. You know what your doing, but you are influenced by raw emotions, a weakness of the human mind. Those experiences that have discipline will have control over their emotions and make better decisions in the most heated situations. It is always better to think with a cool mind then to be caught up in the moment and make mistakes you will later regret. But, in life, you have to make mistakes in order to learn. The most experienced person just means he or she has made more mistakes than all of us, that`s life...
** "Loving someone is when you are willing to sacrifice your own happiness so she or he can be happy. Seeing her or his happiness shine through that beautiful smile is worth everything and more."
let me sleep
for when i sleep i dream that you are here
you're mine
and all my fears are left behind
i float on air
the nightingale sings gentle lullabies
so let me close my eyes...
and sleep, perchance to dream
so i can see the face I long to touch, to kiss
but only dreams can bring me this
so let the moon
shine soflty on the boy i long to see
and maybe when he dreams
he'll dream of me
i'll hide beneath the clouds, and
whisper to the evening stars
they tell me love
is just a dream away
dream away, dream away
i'll dream away...
Oooh dream of me...
My Dad (Rey)
Sobrang thankful ako dahil sha yun dad na binigay ni God saken. He's the greatest dad in the whole world! But not all the time. May times din na sumasablay yan.
Pag may gusto kame, ndi pedeng ndi nya ibibigay. Kahit ano! Gagawa sha ng way para mabigay nya lan! Kahit ayaw ng mom ko, ibibigay nya parin. Lalo na pag pera! Nyahaha! =) Sobrang kulet din nyan! Kahit corny, matatawa ka paren. Mahilig bumanat ng green jokes! Pero ndi sha bastos. Mahilig lan talaga magpatawa.
Ang ayaw ko lan sakanya, eh mahilig syang matulog anytime, anywhere! Basta madikit lan yun likod nya sa kahit saan, wala pang ilang minuto, nananaginip na! Totoo! Ganon kalupit! Ayaw din pag pilosopo sya. Mag-iinit talaga ulo mo! Lalo na pag may sakit sya. Walang gusto lumapit sakanya.
Well, kahit ganyan si daddy, sobrang love ko parin sha. Syempre, tatay ko yan eh! =)
My Mom (Evelyn)
Ito pa yun isang pinaka greatest gift na binigay saken ni God. Ang mommy ko. Kahit, maingay, masalita, masermon at kung anu-ano pa... sobrang love na love ko si mom ko! Wala na sigurong ibang taong makakaintindi saken kundi sha lan. Well, ganon nman lahat ng nanay diba? There are so many things na gustung-gusto ko sa mom ko. Kung sasabihin ko lahat, bukas pa tayo matatapos kaya kun ano lan maisip ko ngayon, yun lan ishi-share ko.
- The best magluto. Nagtataka lang ako kun baket ndi ako tumataba.
- Astig mag explain about sa kahit na anong bagay.
- Matalino.
- Sobrang sipag. As in walang reklamo. Pag ndi nya nalang talaga kaya, dun nya ipapasa samen.
- Sobrang kind. Sakanya na, ibibigay nya pa samin.
- Mabait na anak at kapatid.
- Ano pa ba?!
Wala akong negative na maisip tungkol sakanya. Pero meron yan for sure. Pag naalala ko, ihahabol ko nalan.
My Kuya (Francis)
Shit... dito 'ata medyo sumablay sI God sakin. Well, first sentence ko palang obvious na siguro na ayaw ko sa kuya ko. Ndi naman sa sinisiraan ko yun kapatid ko pero ganito ko sha kilala eh.
- Wala na 'ata shang sinabing totoo. Lagi nalang nagsisinungaling. As in garapal! =)
- Mapanlamang. Naks, anlalim! Binigyan nga sha ng nickname nung katrabaho nya sa Harvey's eh. "Magu"- shorter term for Magulang!
- Suwail na anak! Gagawin nya lahat ng gusto nya. Kahit ayaw nila mommy, gagawin nya parin.
- Tamad. Nakakinis ang katamaran nya! Kahit sariling plato ndi mahugasan! Ganito pa sasabihin nyan eh "Pabayaan mo lan dyan, pinapalambot ko lan yun kanin". Hay nako, malambot na yun plato pati kutchara at tinidor, ndi parin nahuhugasan.
- Masipag lang sya pag may gimmick. Walang ginawa kundi lumayas ng lumayas. Magkakasakit 'ata sha pag ndi sha umalis ng bahay ng buong araw.
At marami pang iba. Isa sha sa pinaka gagong tao na kilala ko sa buong buhay ko. Period.
But meron isa na gusto ko dyan sa kuya ko. Matalino. Pero may sablay parin dyan, matalino nga, ndi nya naman ginagamit. Hay... gago nga talaga.
My Ate (Pam)
Ndi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko pag wala si ate. Kahit na siguro mawala lahat ng friends ko, basta nandyan si ate, okay na yun. Sya na 'ata yun pinakaresponsableng tao na kilala ko. May goal sa buhay. Sobrang sipag, mapatrabaho or aral. Nung nagpunta kame dito sa Canada, at nasimulan nya ng ma-accept na wala na shang magagawa dahil nandito na kame, dun ko nakita yun pagiging ate nya, yun pagiging isa sa panganay na anak. Medyo ngayon lan kame naging close nyan. I mean, medyo nag-o-open na kame tungkol sa mga bagay-bagay. Comedy din yan eh. Mga simpleng banat pero lakas tama! ;D Lalo na pag nagsama sila ni John! Pag naman nag-aaway kame, magiging okay din kagad. Dahil kung ndi, lagot ako! Dahil... basahin mo yun kasunod.
Ang ayaw ko naman kay ate, eh saksakan ng sungit/taray! Ndi ko talaga makaya pag nagsimula syang magtaray. Wala akong ibang pedeng gawin eh ang manahimik nalang at wag ng bumanat. Kase ndi ako mananalo.
My Twin (John)
Oo, may kakambal ako! Si John. Medyo kakaiba, dahil lalaki sha. Most of the time kase it's either parehong girl or parehong boy.So yun nga, ndi mo naman maiisip na kambal kame kase sobrang ndi kme magkamuka. Si ate pa yun napagkakamalan na kambal ko kesa kay John. Pero ndi, kami nga ni John yun eh. Sobrang gusto ko sakanya eh pag nangungulit sha. Kahit naiinis ka na, matatawa ka parin. Sobrang prtotective nya rin sakin. And medyo ngayon lang din kme naging close. Mahilig sa computer. Minsan, nakakatulog na sha habang naglalaro! Nyahaha! =) Eto pa isa, binata na yan! Nagkakaroon na ng crush!
Shempre may ayaw din ako sakanya. Una sa lahat, madaling mapikon. Then, tamad mag-aral. Kung kelan bukas na due yun kailangan nya sa school, dun nya palang gagawin. Inuuna nya pa yun laro kesa sa ibang importanteng bagay. Kelan nya kaya balak magseryoso sa buhay?!
Yan ang pamilya ko. Okay naman diba?! ;D
** If ever mabasa man ni ate, ni kuya or ni John 'to, wag kayong magalit saken, aight?! Totoo naman mga nakalagay dito ah! Mag comment/tag kayo kung may gusto kayong sabihin.
Yey, no school tomorrow! P.A. Day kase. =) I'm not gonna wake up early. But yun plan ko for tomorrow is:
- Me and John will go somewhere in the morning.
- In the afternoon naman, I'm going to Dinah's place and have some fun! Wohoo! ;D
Nothing much happened this day. Uhmm... ano ba? I almost missed the bus this morning. I'm so lazy kase eh! And I wore my winter jacket na pala kanina, nyahaha! Ndi nman ako tinawanan nila Mae eh, medyo lan! Labo! Basta yun na yun! We had a test sa Math and it was hard. Puro problem solving kase eh. And I hate that. She should have given us a lot of computations nalang mas okay pa yun. But whatever, I tried my best naman eh.
Then we went to Mcdonalds. Me, Mae and Dinah. Lagi naman kaming 3 eh! Nagplay ulet nun air hockey. Ofcourse, ako yun winner! But... na-injured! As in ansaket nun finger ko. So we just ate fries instead, yum! =P And I did something crazy with that straw! Nyahaha! Nasty! ;D
I guess thats it. Nag snow pala kanina! Astig! Pero ayaw parin ng snow.
Baby I will wait for you forever
However long it takes for fate
To bring you back to me
I wish I realised, seen it through your eyes
Forever, I will wait...
All the memories of you and me
Tell me where did they go
Now I see how it can be
So much better than before
I love you still, I always will
Pray that things will turn out right
If we can find a way to be together
You and I will see forever always
** Alam mo naman siguro na para sa'yo parin 'to... panira ka talaga ng araw... hay! ='(
Random Thoughts: (am too lazy to do it in paragraphs ;D)
- Mae and Dinah didn't show up sa Main Station this morning because the woke up at 715. Obviously, they are going to be late so I didn't wait for them anymore. But thank God Auravel was there to walk with me.
- Our English test was postponed. We're going to have it tomorrow instead, so I better study tonight.
- I had my Literacy class after school. Ms. Latchman is still so freakin' hot (tsss...)!
- Niantay ako ni Dinah and Mae until my literacy class was over.
- Too much hugs from Dinah and Mae. Especially from Dinah! What is wrong with you?!
- This is the last day that I'm going to smoke. I will never ever do it again for my entire life. I promise. "Period.No erase.Naka-lock.Universe.Holy water!" Nyahaha! =p
- We went to Mcdonalds to hand in my application form. Then nagplay kme ng air hockey, I won twice. Woohoo! =)
- I wish I could get in 'cause I really need that job.
it’s funny how time has a way of erasin’ the pain
but as soon as i saw your face it all came back again
i miss those smiles, you seemed so happy to me
you said you were doing fine, had a wife and family
i had your love and i pushed it away
now i know i made a big mistake
silly of me…
silly of me to think that you would always be there
when i was afraid of loving you
i moved too slow and you went on your way
and now i regret the choice I made
i should be with you
i can’t believe i turned away (turned away)
should’ve never let you go, come back to me (yeah)
i should’ve never let my fear of being hurt get in the way
so afraid of lovin’ you, i gave away everything
silly of me to think that you would always be there
heaven knows that i want you back again
now i know that things would never be
can’t believe that here’s no more you and me
i’ll never get a second chance
to know how it feels to hold you
and i’ll never love no one but you, ‘cause i
always wish that i had you back with me again
come back to me, yeah
you were my very first love for always
i can’t believe i let you go away
come back to me...
Parenting class. Working period. I'm done with the poster na nga so I just did my homework for English. Sa Cooking class naman, we were making sticky buns - cinnamon rolls! Eeww... as in! I really hate cinnamon big time! Naaamoy ko pa lang, nasusuka na ko. So ako na lang yun nag roll nung dough. At isang malaking putang ina dahil ang hirap kaya! =( Feeling ko matatanggal na yun arms ko sa balikat ko! And may hands are sooo red kakaroll. Lintek na ka-partner kase yan eh, saksakan ng arte! Anyways... ngayon alam ko na kung pano yung work ni John. So every morning, pag mahirap syang gisingin dahil may work sya nun gabi, maiintindihan ko! Nyahaha! =) Last period na, Math. My favourite subject 'cause it's sooo easy! Gr.10 kaya, kung ndi ba naman sila tanga at dun ako nilagay! Ms.Ramajo gave the test back and I got an 86. Okay na yun. Then yun final mark ko for that subject is 87. Okay na rin yun, basta nasa 80+. English nalang talaga yun panira eh... 76!
So uwian na. Naglakad kame from school to VP Station. Oo, anlayo! Ewan ko ba kung baket lagi nilang gusto maglakad ng ganon kalayo. At ewan din kung anong nangyari kay Mae. Wala akong masyadong masabi tungkol dyan dahil "ewan" nga diba?!
** Naiinis na ko. Ayaw ko na nga eh... but... it keeps on coming back. There's no reason naman para bumalik pro parang nightmare na ayaw akong lubayan! Can somebody wake me up from this bad dream? Wake me up... NOW!
But... kaya ko naman gisingin yun sarili ko eh. I don't need a "somebody" to do that for me. Nasakin yun problema. Ako yun ayaw gumising. Kase para sakin ndi sya bad dream... it's the other way around. ='(
when can my heart beat again
when does the pain ever end
when do the tears stop from running over
when does “you'll get over it” begin
i hear what you're saying
but i swear that it's not making sense
so when can i see you
when can i see you again
when can my heart beat again
when can i see you again
when can i breathe once again
and when can i see you
when does my "someday" begin
when i'll find someone again
and what if i still am not truly over
what am i supposed to do then, babe...
do you see what I'm saying
even if, if it's not making sense
so when can i see you
when can i see you again
when can my heart beat again
when can i see you again
and when can i breathe once again
and when can i see you... again
yeah, baby
do you see what i'm saying
even if, if it's not making sense, baby
so when can i see you again
when can i see you again
can my heart beat again, baby
when can i see you again
and when can i breathe once again
and when can i see, babe, again
wanna see you again
again...
"I don't like anybody." - yeah right, what a liar! I hate myself... so much! I'm so stupid, I swear. Damn you Marie! You fuckin' idiot! Okay... so I'm saying stuff to myself... crazy bitch! Hahaha!
Whatever... yeah... I think I'm going crazy... or maybe... I am already ... and it's all because of...
And here's another fucking lie:I JUST DON'T LOVE YOU NO MORE!
1. You'll read his IMS over and over again.
2. You'll walk really, really slow while you're with him.
3. You'll feel shy whenever you're with him.
4. While thinking about him, your heart will beat faster and faster.
5. When listening to his voice, you'll smile for no reason.
6. While looking at him, you can't see the other people around you, you can only see that person.
7. You'll start listening to SLOW songs.
8. He becomes all you think about.
9. You'll get high just by their smell.
10. You'll realize that you're always smiling to yourself when you think about him.
11. You'll do anything for him.
12. While reading this, there's only one person on your mind the whole time.
I had my Literacy class today. Boring na kung boring but Ms.Latchman is sooo freakin' H-O-T (tsss...)! Nyahaha, I swear! So kasabay kong umuwi si Heven. Then tomorrow, may training 'ata si Maepot and Dinah sa work so baka maaga ako makauwi. I saw Miko pala kanina. Medyo okay na yun hair nya. Hindi na panget pero sya gwapo. Got it?! Labo! =) I'm waiting for Dinah's call right now 'cause she wants to tell me something. Ewan ko, no more na daw?! Pero baka... pero ewan pa din. Isa pang malabo. Common lunch pala kami kanina! It was my first time to eat lunch with them. Haha, ansaya! Sana lagi nalang ganon kase _____ __ _____. Whatever! Hindi naman masyado but kung papipiliin ako, yun na yun! Hahaha! Kaya lang... basta... hindi ko sasabihin!
Naantok na ko... zzzzzzzzzz...
Ndi pa pede... tatawag pa si Dinah... antagal... zzz...