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Happy Halloween! ;D
May assembly sa school kanina... ancorny talaga. So ni-skip ko nalang. Kasama ko si Maepot at kami ay nag-inom! Vodka (may pagka orange yun flavour) and iced tea is not a perfect combination! Ampanget ng lasa! Ndi ko lan kase mainom ng pure so bumili si Maepot ng iced tea. And sanay ako na pag umiinom dapat may ****. So... nag ***** na naman ako, lintek na yan! Pero medyo kailangan ko din kasi. Kasi... basta may importanteng reason kung baket. Wala ka na dun!
Nag trick or treat ako kanina! Nyahaha! Antanda na enoh! Sinamahan ko si Batman. I mean si Reggie pala. Yun kase yun costume nya! And he's so cute! Daming candies... chocololates... chips... ;D I'll post his picture next time, aight?!
kay bilis ng pangyayari hindi ko namalayan
na ako pala'y iiwan mo ng ganon na lang
kahit na anong gawin
di kayang tanggapin
ng puso at isipan na ika'y lilisan
maari bang dinggin ang
natatangi kong hiling
sana ay makapiling kang
muli kang masilayan at
muli kang mahagkan
sana'y di na iwan pang muli
di ko sinasadya na ikaw ay masaktan
kaya't sana naman ay iyong maintindihan
na ako ay nagsisisi at
nangangako sa'yo
na hindi ka na luluha pang
muli sa piling ko
di na ba mapagbibigyan
bakit di maunawaan
maari bang dinggin ang
natatangi kong hiling
sana ay makapiling kang
muli kang masilayan at
muli kang mahagkan
sana ay di na iwan pa
maari bang dinggin ang
natatangi kong hiling
sana ay patawarin mo
ako ay nagsisisi at
nangangako sa'yo
di ka na luluha pang muli
sometimes i sit at home and wonder
how it be if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned awhile ago that kind of thing
it never happens for me
and so i go around and just pretend
love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make 'em laugh and they won't see that
you never let them see you sweat
don't want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord know it's killing me
so i put on my make up
put a smile on my face and
if anyone ask me everything is ok
i'm laughing 'cause no one knows the joke is on me
'cause i'm dyin' inside with my pride and
a smile on my face... on my face
sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin' he might call me but he don't call me
but then i realize dreams come true
aren't for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it ain't no thing and when the boys around
with all my friends i'm into other things 'cause
you never let them see you sweat
don't want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows it's killing me
it's not that easy (thing to do)
sometimes it's hard to (face the truth)
it's not the life that
i would choose but what else can i do
if he don't love me no if he don't want me
i'm not about to sit around let myself go
Kailan makakalimot?
Kailan matatahimik?
Kailan titigil ang luha sa pagpatak?
Kailan lalabas ang totoong ngiti?
Kailan maririnig ang totong tawa?
Kailan mawawala ang lunkgot?
Kailan babalik ang saya?
Kailan titigil sa pag-iisip?
Kailan makakahanap ng iba?
Kailan titigil sa pagmamahal?
Kailan mawawala ang nararamdaman?
Kailan masasagot ang mga katanungan?
Kailan makikisama ang pagkakataon?
Kailan matatapos ang paghihirap?
Kailan magiging madali?
Kailan mawawala ang pagod?
Kailan matatapos ang lahat?
Hanggang kailan masasaktan?
Hanggang kailan aasa?
Hanggang kailan maghihintay?
KAILAN?! HANGGANG KAILAN?!
I made this post especially for you! You picture taker and... and... blog reader!!!
I don't know how the hell did you find out about this blog but I'm pretty sure na through Mr.Vinnie's blog! Okay... if ever na babasahin mo lahat ng post ko, you will know and understand me much better. Or kung alam na rin 'to ni Mae, yun nga... mas maiintindihan nyo ako. Hay, whatever! Bakit ba ko nag-e-explain sainyo?! So I'm not gonna change that url thing, kung yun man yung tawag dun. You can visit this blog whenever you want to. I have that tagboard on the side, if you want to say anything just put it there. Ano pa ba...? Ewan... Wala na 'ata.
Wait... Dinah, I want you to know that I still hate you!!! Kahit na alam kong alam mo na, aight?! ;D
you came along, unexpectedly
i was doing fine in my little world
oh baby please don't get me wrong
'cause I'm not complaining
but you see, you got my mind spinning
why can't it be
why can't it be the two of us
why can't we be lovers
only friends
you came along
at a wrong place, at a wrong time
or was it me
baby I dream of you every minute
you're in my dreams
you're always in it
that's the only place I know
where you could be mine
and I'm yours but only
till I wake up
- I missed my 1st and 2nd period today. 'Cause I have a test on my 3rd period class but I didn't study last night so I spent the morning memorizing my notes.
- I'm so hungry right now. Want to eat something salty. Pizza would be perfect.
- A guy talked to me while I was waiting for the bus. Fuckin' guy! He asked me if I'm with someboody, I said no. I should have said yes so he will leave me alone! Stupid Marie! And he even fuckin' asked me if I like him, what the hell! Why would I?! 'Tang ina. So I told him that I don't want to talk to him and went upstairs 'cause my bus was there already.
- Trigonometry no more and hello Algebra! =(
- It's so freakin' cold. (as always)
- After more than a week of no *******, I had one today! Shit! I really should stop.
- And last, I still think of him.
Even if...
You mean the whole damn world to me
I can forget you, wait and see
I can be strong even without you
I can't waste my life forever
Hoping you'd come back to me
But deep inside I know
I'll be waiting here for you
natapos na ang lahat
nandito pa rin ako
hetong nakatulala
sa mundo, sa mundo
hindi mo maiisip
hindi mo makikita
ang mga pangarap ko
para sa iyo, para sa iyo
oh...
hindi ko maisip
kung wala ka
oh...
sa buhay ko
nariyan ka pa ba
hindi ka na matanaw
kung merong madadaanang
pasulong, pasulong
sundan mo ang paghimig ng lulan
na aking pinagtatanto
sundan mo ang paghimig ko
namulat ako at nagyo'y nag-iisa pagkatapos ng ulan
bagama't nakalipas na ang mga sandali
ay nagmumuni kung ako'y nagwagi
pinipilit mang sabihin na ito'y wala sa akin
ngunit bakit hanggang ngayon,
nagdurugo pa rin
sa kanya pa rin babalik, sigaw ng damdamin
sa kanya pa rin sasaya bulong ng puso ko
kung buhay pa ang alaala ng ating nakaraan
ang pagmamahal at panahon alay pa rin
sa kanya
at sa hating gabi ay nag-iisa na lang
ay minamasdan ang larawan mo
at ngayo'y bumalik nang siya'y kapiling pa
alaala ng buong magdamag
kung sakali mang isipin na ito'y wala sa akin
sana'y dinggin ang tinig kong nag-iisip pa rin
ang pagmamahal at panahon alay pa rin sa kanya
'di malaman kung ano ang gagawin
sa damdamin na 'di ko maamin
sa sarili kung bakit ka pa ba nandiyan
sabi-sabi ng mga kaibigan ko
huwag mong pilitin ang hindi para sa 'yo
ngunit bakit hindi kita makalimutan
sa 'yo ba'y ok lang
habang tumatagal, lumalala, laging nagwawala
tumitindi, umiinit, sumasakit ang dibdib
kaya ako'y gumawa ng awiting ito na alay ko sa 'yo
at sana'y pakinggan mo
huwag ka sanang magugulat sa akin
'di ako sanay sa ganitong suliranin
huwag kang matakot hindi ako manloloko
kung ok lang sa 'yo
ngayong alam mo na, sana'y 'di ka mainis
at pasensya na kung ako ay makulit
pero kung gusto mo, ako na lang ang lalayo
kung ok lang sa 'yo
I went to church to hear mass this morning with Reggie and my dad. Then we buy fries for Reggie and chicken nuggets for me at Mcdonalds. Sarap! =)
My mom, kuya, ate and John has work today. So if Reggie didn't sleep in our apartment last night, 2 lang kme ni dad na magpupunta sa church today. Pabawas na ng pabawas huh. Eh nipagiisipan ko rin if I'm going to work every weekends. Kase I need money so badly! As in! Andami kong gustong bilin! Hindi nman sa pagiging maluho pero gusto ko talaga eh. And para bawas na rin ako sa gastos nila mom. Gagong kuya ko kasi nag quit sa work, so yun mga responsibilities nya napunta kila mom and dad ko nanaman. Tanda-tanda nya na, napaka iresponsable pa rin nya. Hindi na nagbago, nakakainis! :( Sa Union Station madaming hiring so baka dun nalan din. Kahit malayo, may kakilala nman ako kaya okay lan.
We went apple picking pala yesterday. It was fun but it was so freaking cold! Fall na, damn! Then winter, mas malala! I'll try to upload the pictures next time, wala pa kasi akong copies eh.
No classes tomorrow, yey! Thanksgiving Day (whatever! hehe!). Turkey(s), pies and everything. So 4 days lan yun school days next week, woohoo! And I'll try to bring home the baby from parenting class on weekends. Sobrang hirap pag yun regular school days noh, dala-dala mo yun bata buong araw! I bought some baby clothes na nga eh! It so tiny and cute! I'll take some pictures pag nakasuot na sa baby. Sana si Antonio yun mapunta sakin, hehe! =) Last Friday pala, we went to STC with Vinnie and my brother John. Kasama din sila Mae and Dinah. We were supposed to watch a movie but walang maganda eh. So Vinnie bought a gift for Andrea nalang at Disney's Store. Then may nagustuhang syang jacket dun sa isang store, nibili ni John as our birthday present para sakanya. Kase birthday nya last week. Si John din bumili ng Jordan na jacket. Ganda, kase colour white, hehe! Tapos ako nga yun baby clothes. Baka next week, Fairview Mall naman kung wala sakin yun baby.
I'm going to stop my ******* habit na pala this week until forever, hehe! Whatever! =) Pag sobrang kailangan ko nalang siguro, dun ko nalang gagawin ulet. Tama na talaga. I had enough and it's sooo not good for me. Pero try kong mag quit na talaga, yun as in I will never ever touch it again. So good luck nalan.
Sige na, I'm gonna watch movie pa with my cousins! Next time ulet.
Last na 'to... I saw Mikko/Miko/Mico (I don't know the exact spelling so I just put all the possible spellings) in our school last Friday pala! Kagulat, but gwapo padin! Nyahahaha! =p
Mae's coming back tomorrow!
And I'm right... SHE'S LIKE THAT! HAHA! =D
HAHA! SHE IS REALLY LIKE THAT! HAHA! ;D
Last na... that Mikko/Miko or Fred, or whatever name he got -- is sooo freakin' cute! I swear!
Sunday na. Ambilis naman, may pasok na naman bukas. Hay... isang linggong kaboringan nanaman sa school. Pero ayos lang, para mabilis matapos at makaalis na sa lintek sa eskwelahan na yan. Nyahaha! =D Saya sa party ni Dinah last night, as in! Daming food, drinks, everything! Medyo far far away din yun house nya but okay lang. Masaya naman talaga eh! Sayang lang kse hindi ako pedeng mag sleep-over. Sana ni-upload nya na yun mga pictures. And yun pictures din pala sa beach! I will really gonna miss them pag nagtransfer ako ng school. Yun mga first ever friends ko sa Dame, hay... =(I was watching a movie this morning, Say That You Love Me 'ata yun title. Si Jennelyn Mercado and Mark Herras. Nyahaha, sinabi pa talaga yun mga artista enoh! Ah basta, aun! Maganda yun movie. Kaya lang medyo sensitive ako ngaun so kahit mga simpleng bagay na nakakapagparemind saken tungkol sakanya, naguunahan ng pumatak yun luha ko! Drama enoh? Pero ganon talaga. Pakialam mo! Tapos yun mga tanong na paulit-ulit susunod din. Eh di lalong maiiyak. Three months na kong ganito, wala parin nagbabago. Hanggang kelan pa kaya? Ewan... hindi ko rin masagot yun tanong na yan. Tama na nga, happy thoughts naman!Nakausap ko si Kuya Jay last night! Actually kaninan pala kase mga 12:30 na ko nakauwi kagabi, eh nakainom pa so naisip ko pag natulog ako, for sure late na ko magigising. So baka hindi ko na sya matawagan. Kaya kahit pagod, lasing at inaantok, tinawagan ko parin sya. Ganon ko ka-love si Kuya Jay! Dami namin nipagusapan. And feeling ko, malapit ko na rin sya makita! Yey! Kasi ggraduate na sya, then punta na sya ng Ireland. Mas malapit yun kesa sa Pilipinas so mas madaling puntahan, mas maru pa! Nyahaha! Then yun date namen sa Paris, hindi pa rin nya nakakalimutan. Sobrang miss ko na talaga sya! And now that I know kun san sya pedeng macontact everytime na I need him, hindi na ko mahihirapan. He's the greatest kuya talaga, ever! Kaya lan hindi ko nikwento sakanya yun about kay (?). Alam ko kase sasabihin saken nun eh. And sobrang wala ng time so baka next na pagtawag ko nalang siguro. Uhmm... yun lang. Astig, haba ng post ko! =)