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say you'll STAY, by my side... say you're sure... SIGE NA?!
It's like I've never been here before
Look at you now, I don't wanna wake you
To tell you I feel something more
More than before, I'd be lost without you
In my eyes there's just you and no other
In my heart there's no doubt that youre mine
Suddenly I wonder if I told you what I feel inside
If it doesn't show, baby you don't know
I need you, need you
Need you in my life, to you I wouldn't lie
I'd be true, be true
'Cause if youre never told,
How would you ever know, that baby
Youre the one I love
Boy if you could read my mind, then you would see
Its just you and me
In a love that has no sense of time
Pictures of you, now and forever
Let me relate to ya baby
Theres no need to have any doubt
I love you and Im gonna say the words
I'll love
(Changed the word 'girl' to 'boy')
Went to Christie Lake in Hamilton last Saturday. We celebrated my cousins' (Michelle and Aldrich), brother's (Francis), and y dad's birthday. We had a great time eventhough the weather was not that good. Medyo rainy but it was still hot. It was a huge park. Then only few people are there so medyo tahimik. Nakakarelax. I wanna go back there kahit na malayo! Parang Niagara? Traffic pa so we took another route 'cause we were so hungry na. So when we arrived there, we just put some cover on the table, prepared the food tapos kain kagad! The food and drinks are flowing. And I ate a lot! Sarap ng lechon! But mas masarap parin yun sa Pinas. We went fishing but we didn't catch any, played badminton and other stuffs.
Here are some of the pics. I'll be uploading more next time and I'll try to upload video clips too. Kung merong matino! Ahaha! =) 
Sarap talaga ng lechon men! 
That's me, my sister and Jacob! 
The lake 
It has been 2 weeks and 4 days... and still counting...
That freaking summer school, hay!
Damn, I miss you big time! =(
I called Nicka yesterday (she's one of my bestfriends). Since I still can't contact Paula from her cellphone, I decided to call Nicka na lang. It was almost 12 when I called her so that means almost midnight na sa Philippines! Haha, her mom was the one who answered the phone and woke her up 'cause she was already sleeping! Kakahiya! But I think it's okay 'cause the last time I called her, halos wala akong naintindihan sa lahat ng napagusapan namin. The phone card I bought sucks. We talked about a lot of things ofcourse. Like what happened in Paula's debut, her boyfriend, her chocolates! and now there is a perfume included in the package!, our friends back there and ofcourse the issue about Phraim. Hay, I miss that girl so much. But don't worry Nicka, I'll be back... after 3 years! Haha!
And speaking about the issue, I know everything na. The only thing that is pissing me off is that why didn't he tell me everything?! I've heard it from other people pa. Samantalang ako, I told him everything, as in every single thing. Na suppose to be si Nicka, Paula and Kuya Jay lang yun may alam. He's so unfair. YOU ARE SO UNFAIR! It was like, the issue about me became a big deal for him but the issue about him ndi ko na pinansin 'cause I thought he told everything to me na. Aaah, put*ng in*! I will understand nman ah. It will make me happy pa nga 'cause he tell the truth (but he didn't!). And besides, when that thing happened between them, he's not my boyfriend yet. So lahat ng pagiintindi gagawin ko kse parang I have no right to get mad. Actually pede din, 'cause he's courting me that time. Si Eseng pa nun yun dinidiin ko yun pla it was him talaga! I was like "Si Eseng kaya, ndi si Phraim". Kaya pla sobran protective ni Rara sakin nun, halos sumabog na yun ulo ko kakaisip kung baket sya ganon. Now I understand. Good thing everybody was there to tell me what is going on. But that is already a finish chapter in my life. I don't want to talk about it anymore. So I guess I made the right decision. He's not my happily ever after guy pala talaga.
-The End-
Everyday and every night
This feeling I fight, try as I might.
But I won't win, I surrender, I'd die
You are winning here alright.
Every morning when the sun would shine on me,
I'd flash a smile but deep inside I feel so sad and lonely
I need you here and now.
I miss you
It's crazy to pretend that I don't think of you
The more this feeling just seems to grow and grow
I miss you
How much longer can I hold on to
Maybe you can come and tell me that you miss me too.
** It's been more than a week since the last time I saw you. But you're summer school will going to end soon right?! So I guess we can spend more time together after that. That sounds good, but babysitting Reggie is not. Haha, well not really 'cause of the money I'm going to earn! I really miss you baby, so much. Take care aight? I'm looking forward to the day that we will spend time together again. I hope you're feeling better now. Take some rest, you really need it. Sleeping is a good exercise too (like waiting?!)! Haha, just kidding. Good night! I'm still holding your hand (forever!). =)
Sometimes I don't see you for a week
Sometimes I don't see you for a day
So every time that I'm with you
I wish you were there to stay
Any way possible
To see you I would do
But even if you're right beside me
I always end up missing you
So 'till the end of my day
And from the very start
I still always hope and pray
That hopefully... you'll let me in your heart
Well, since wlang kagamit-gamit sa apartment, namiss ko 'tong pag po-post! Marami na rin nanyare this past few days. Like nung Friday, nag move na kme dun sa apartment na pagkalayo-layo dito sa house ng tita, haha! Sobrang nakakapagod pla maglipat ng bahay! At isipin mong nsa 3rd floor pa yun nkuha nmen. Hay, talaga nman. But worth it nman kse solo na nmen yun place. We can do everything we want. Ang problema lan eh wla ka ngang magawa dun dahil wla pang gamit. Yun tipong pedeng maghabulan. Ndi nman pedeng matulog ka all day long. So ang mabuting gawin ay mangapit-bahay muna, haha! Makikinood ng drama sa tfc and kung lucky day ko ngaun, bka sakaling mag online sya. Ayoko nman tawagan lagi sa phone, nkakahiya. At isa pa, anhirap mag english noh! Buti pa sa ym, pedeng mag backspace!
Nag set na ko ng date kung kelan ko sasagutin yun tanong nya. Sana lan, when that time comes, andyan pa din sya. But I can't blame him nman kung pagod na sya ng kakaantay dba? Wala syang magagawa, ganun tlga. Para nasa ayos yun lahat. Since nagstart na yun school nya, busy din yun. So wala ring time para magsama. And naghahanap pa nga ako ng work. Kaya sakto lan tlga yun date na pinili ko. Yun lan tlga ang iniisip kong maging problema, bka mwala na sya. Pero syempre, think positive!
For Soccer Boy:
I MISS YOU SOOO MUCH! (Sorry if I wrote it in Tagalog again, I'm too lazy to translate it in English!)
i wanna know why this feels so right
i wanna know why you hold me tight
each and every night, it keeps me up at night
thinkin about the things i like
can't believe you're in my life
i wanna know why you're the one
the things that they should have you've already done
God sent you straight to me
you make me wanna sing la la la...but when you look at me, do you see ur wife?
can u picture us lovin' each other for life?
are you playin' the role, just like the rest
these are the questions that i ask myself
if, another should come, who's finer than me
and she wanna take your love away, would you leave?
baby please answer these questionscould this be my whole fantasy
maybe you could just be too good for me
if i don't wake then i won't see
cuz if im not the one u met, then who is in me?
in the mist of the tears how come, i love u more, and more, and more
i never longed for no one, yes its true
seems like this questions keep me here with youif you, really wanna be with me
then ill say, i'll love you endlessly
one thing that i really wanna know
will this end or will this grow
i say now if you really wanna be with me
i'll love you endlessly
one thing that i really wanna know
will this end or will this grow